Is there something wrong with me?

Ok my parents filed for divorce a year ago and for the past month and a half and my dad has been a jerk my mom has left alot lately like for instance I seen her once last week and today she left again and I am just fed up with this I have cut in the past over this but I stopped and I used to look at school as my sanity away from the stress at home and I would get bfs so I could just get the love I wasn't getting at home I need help what should I do I'm stuck now that I'm out of school I can't deal with it and it is only the 8th day of summer vaca. Ps I'm 12 and female plz help I'm losing it